Flowers at Lona & Suddhayu’s

Flowers at Lona & Suddhayu’s

It’s my unspoken religion, writing. When I haven’t written, it’s like not going to church. I get confused and bad things happen.
15 year old me in my livejournal (!)

Gigi As She Once Was

Happy Birthday to my stylish, kindhearted, unsinkable mother! She taught me everything I know.

Something deep inside me loves this kind of gaudy.

I came home to my valentine on the river…

Hello, babies. Welcome to Earth. It’s hot in the summer and cold in the winter. It’s round and wet and crowded. At the outside, babies, you’ve got about a hundred years here. There’s only one rule that I know of, babies—God damn it, you’ve got to be kind.

Something saccharine about how she used to climb all over me on the living room floor, giggle like a demon child, break hearts with a pout, how her life’s ambition was to “be a tiger” and she did have claws, and a clever mind, and a bleeding heart. Dearest little Julia, you are 20 today and still adorable and strong and alive. I love you.

I ache for spring!

owl in the white wood